I should be in bed..

The typing starts now and will probably include lots of I's... talking about myself.. but lets be fair, It's probably the easiest thing to talk about seeing as.. I am ..in fact, me.. always with myself.. I can never get away from myself. It has it's ups, I personally find my own jokes HILLARIOUS. It also has its downs, at the same time as being amusing to oneself I find myself annoying.. especially those stupid mood swings, golly.

Golly..

what does that even mean?
I shouldn't really use words I don't know the understanding of.

Can I just say something ...(I don't know why I'm asking, because I'm going to say it anyway) that could put people in all sorts of moods.
I had SUCH a lush Sunday! Neil genuinely likes me for me... he even likes my thighs, NOW THAT'S SAYING SOMETHING (I have quite large thighs which makes me quite self conscious.. I hate it). He doesn't just want me there for all the kissy; touchy; mcfluffy jazzle which I find .. difficult to like, sometimes, from past experiences.. he said he likes my sense of humour; personality..all of me! AHA! SCORE! I'm irresistable in ways that don't need to become "sexual", oooo, i said the word SEX :D
Not that he'll ever read this but, THANK YOUUU. For being so friendly as well as loving.

I've also come across a huge loss.
I don't ever see a person; a person that brings me jokes; smiles; understanding and just sheer.. stupidity.. I feel this loss more than ever, even though it's been a while friend. HELEN LESWELL YOU MORONIC COW, PLEASEEEE.. COME TO ME.

Anyway....... I NEED SCHLEEEP.

I solomnly swear to make more sense the following post, Mmkay? ^_^