Loneliness.

I need you.
I never want to lose sight of you.

There is an immediate drop of happiness because of a casual trip into the world.
Life is preferable when Jesus is in it.

I never want to go back to my old life
where Jesus was a side dish with every other meal I consumed.

It is so obvious when I have not dug into my daily relationship with my father.

I feel alone.
& I leave myself there, sobbing.

Then a one flash reminder appears --
‘Come back to me, Anna’.
- - resuscitation.

How can I forget to breathe?
Why did I choose loneliness over daughterhood.

Free time scares me.

It all comes down to a choice of either:
- I am accepted.
or
- I am lonely.

In writing I would quite clearly choose the prior of the statements.
However, a lot of the time I have chosen the latter.

It says in John 16

‘Yet I am not alone, for the Father is with me.
I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace.
In the world you will have tribulation.
But take heart; I have overcome the world’.

Every little thing is going to be alright.

‘I need you more’ – Bethel
I recommend this song.